Today a year ago I was sitting on a couch reading an inbox that changed my world. At the beginning I though it was all a joke. I called one of my best friends and with a voice of sorrow she answered the phone, my heart started beating as fast as it could. My eyes started getting filled with tears. I wanted all to be a joke, but it wasn't. I had lost a friend, a good friend. Today it's the first anniversary of his death and I still can believe he is gone. He decided to take his life away and I couldn't helped him. Why didn't he said anything? I talked with him one day before and everything seemed to be perfect.. I guess it's easy to lie in emails and phone calls.If I was his friend, why didn't he asked for help? There will always be things to regret in life, but there is nothing we can change about our past. Instead we can change our present and future.. we have everything in our hands. If you had an argument with a friend, call and fix the problem.. Call your friends and remind them you are there for them. Call your family and remind them how much you love them. Tell your lover what you most like about him or her. Don't waste any minute, because no one knows how long will be alive. Don't wait until something bad happens to give your support when someone needs it.. give your support everyday...
I don't wish anybody the situation I went through.. so i'll i can do is give you my advice. I hope this would help someone.. because I wish someone had told me this words a year and one day ago.
Finding friends is not easy at all.. so instead of wanting to make new ones.. take care of the ones u already have :)
R.I.P JD. You will always be in my heart <3
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